boring........

The split second I stop doing something, I mean the very second the tool or whatever leaves my hand, I get so overwhelmingly bored (or whatever the feeling is) that I want to take a machine gun to my temple. I was just outside doing some work, listening to good music enjoying myself in the sun, power tools and stuff...all good....feeling that life can't get better. I'm outside my workshop and I have a kung-fu staff propping open the door, and everytime I look at it I want to grab it and start smashing and thrashing and stabbing stuff with it. Not playing around. I mean full life or death anger type stuff. At the same time I'm enjoying my work really digging the block of Crosby, Stills and Nash thats cranking on the radio. One second I'm like "I'm so beautiful...dandelions make me cry" then the next second I want to ram my hand into the running table saw and I'm not even in a bad mood.